When you’re tired and don’t want to sleep because of the bad dreams, consider –
if you don’t sleep well for long enough, the nightmares persist in bothering you when you are awake.
Their twisted internal logic doesn’t have to make sense to you or anyone else. They don’t even have to be real. They’re just spooky and upsetting and cause tremendous grief.
When the plots are rich and full and fascinating stories and the characters are some of the people you love, you can’t help but watch as imaginary bad things happen to them
and it’s awful
And I wish I could send you good dreams.