Finally got to sleep at two in the morning, aaand now we are awake again. At 4:30 AM, practicing logic and thinking up soap recipes at the kitchen table. Trying really, really hard to avoid the dark and apparently bottomless anxiety whirlpools which are right fucking there at the edge of my brain, persistently requesting an audience.

I am running out of ingredient combinations and the free variables are getting mixed up. Soon I might have to get super worked up about British colonialism and then go write a paper about it.

I feel far too awake. More awake than I’ve felt in a long time. Also incredibly tired.

Might should mention this to my PNP.

I hope it’s a good morning 💫 🌄